Thursday, August 9, 2012

Patience Rewarded...

I finally heard from my brother, who told me he was wrong to judge me on the actions of others. It lifted a huge weight off my shoulders. Everyone told me to be patient and give him time and  when I let it go emotionally something good happened. The joy I feel in my heart at his email is immense.

Now, I have so much to do today, so I'm going to get to it - writing Helium articles, doing some Avon, maybe seeing if I can write another poem (?)... OH yes, and get my 3 job apps in...Thank you God for the job you have for me - the perfect job, the one You are guiding me to.

Off to work...yes...

Monday, August 6, 2012

Sadness in silence

There's not one moment
of each day
that I don't regret
my thoughtless words
hurting him

I am the one suffering

in daily hell
from his silence
Even angry words 
hurt less

It is a moonless forest

Letting go

Letting go
Teaching my heart
towards acceptance